30/04/2010 many unhappy things happened today. i guess i ran out of luck today and my whole day was rotten. had an unpleasant morning in the clinic followed but series of incident thereafter. which make me feel really broken up. especially when someone say it straight at your face that YOU ARE NOTHING TO THEM even when you slave them your services for the full 3 months.
whats more ridiculous was that SHE IS ABLE TO TERMINATE MY SERVICE ANYTIME WITHOUT A REASON! damn. tell me what else can i say? OH PLEASE! how can i not feel hurt when im told this straight off to my face.
well well, since we werent given any proper treatment, perhaps we should love ourselves more and at least show that we have some dignity and leave the job willfully. or else, should we anticipate them to take a broom and chase us out? how ugly will it then turn out to be.
furthermore, HEY madam! though i know that my 'A'level cert is pretty useless at the moment, but we are at the very least still entitled to some human rights and employee rights RIGHT? where's respect? gosh, you are a nurse.
so we took everything in silently, swallowing up our pride to let her vent her anger on us. we didnt wanna fight her because we know that she has a ear-block. YES, to the very extent that i couldnt hold any of my emotions anymore and fight to hold back my tears that keep welling up the corner of my eyes. so everytime when someone came to ask what happened, i almost cried like a fool. luckily i was wearing the surgical mask and luckily the aircon is dry enough to dry up all my almost fallen tears.
so when shuping was ordering some surgical items, i offered to go down for her, i know it wasnt urgent and she knows i doesnt want to stay. so she just give me the green light and i went off like speed of light grabbing my phone on one hand and the cooler bag on the other. i guess she would have guessed i wasnt emotionally stable.
it took me some time to get the stocks back up. soon after i went back, the rest of them came down from 4a. i swear the moment i saw joan, i wanted to tell her everything that had happened and i really wanna cry. but there are too many other people that i didnt what to share things with. so i kept quiet.
i didnt expect that i would bust into tears when i start quoting things from other people's mouth. the words are hurtful, and extremely mean. i know its kinda silly to take her words so seriously, but i couldnt help. i just sob and sob everytime i mention it. i admit im a crybaby. i guess if you ask me what happen now verbally, i would still cry on the spot.
so i decided to be brave for once, to stand up for myself and for people around me. thats right, you've guessed. i've made lots of feedback. and i know many would have supported me, including my girls-LLSH.
hey, im really touch to have people beside me to comfort me when im in tears. thanks a lot.
many loves to hezlin, joan, yuqi, suyani, nelly, maisarah, yana, nurul, shihui. you guys are great and im fortunate to know every single one of you.i will miss all of you guys!
okay lets continue.
so in the afternoon i was suppose to go to this interview in success and to sign a contract. well i should be fair in saying that i was partially at fault for agreeing verbally and then rejecting the offer thereafter. but i wasnt giving the full picture of my job scope, i dont want to be cheated the second time. firstly she told me that im suppose to work in citibank then the 3rd call, its suddenly changed to UOB? emm.. are they of the same company? they merged? so i rejected. maybe i didnt state things clear, she got so fed up with me that she went to the extent of threatening me.
yea, at the moment i hesitated and to say the truth, i was FRIGHTEN. luckily maisarah was there by my side when i made the phone call and caught me hesitated awhile when i didnt reject her downright. so she hint me not to take up the job if i didnt want to. i guess i made her blood boil and she slam the phone on me. im sorry im irresponsible but you werent quite right either.
so maisarah calm me from the fright and ensure me that its just a tactic that businessman use to cheat gullible girls like me. yea, and so did hezlin and suxin. and im relief. kinda. awwww.. how fortunate can i be to have friends around me who really care for me. i feel so loved! im touch. sincerely appreciated.
oh yay! so everyone came and congrats me for my last day at work. haha woah.
my last memory in TTSH. it wasnt good but i met nice people, some.
30/04/2010 many unhappy things happened today. i guess i ran out of luck today and my whole day was rotten. had an unpleasant morning in the clinic followed but series of incident thereafter. which make me feel really broken up. especially when someone say it straight at your face that YOU ARE NOTHING TO THEM even when you slave them your services for the full 3 months.
whats more ridiculous was that SHE IS ABLE TO TERMINATE MY SERVICE ANYTIME WITHOUT A REASON! damn. tell me what else can i say? OH PLEASE! how can i not feel hurt when im told this straight off to my face.
well well, since we werent given any proper treatment, perhaps we should love ourselves more and at least show that we have some dignity and leave the job willfully. or else, should we anticipate them to take a broom and chase us out? how ugly will it then turn out to be.
furthermore, HEY madam! though i know that my 'A'level cert is pretty useless at the moment, but we are at the very least still entitled to some human rights and employee rights RIGHT? where's respect? gosh, you are a nurse.
so we took everything in silently, swallowing up our pride to let her vent her anger on us. we didnt wanna fight her because we know that she has a ear-block. YES, to the very extent that i couldnt hold any of my emotions anymore and fight to hold back my tears that keep welling up the corner of my eyes. so everytime when someone came to ask what happened, i almost cried like a fool. luckily i was wearing the surgical mask and luckily the aircon is dry enough to dry up all my almost fallen tears.
so when shuping was ordering some surgical items, i offered to go down for her, i know it wasnt urgent and she knows i doesnt want to stay. so she just give me the green light and i went off like speed of light grabbing my phone on one hand and the cooler bag on the other. i guess she would have guessed i wasnt emotionally stable.
it took me some time to get the stocks back up. soon after i went back, the rest of them came down from 4a. i swear the moment i saw joan, i wanted to tell her everything that had happened and i really wanna cry. but there are too many other people that i didnt what to share things with. so i kept quiet.
i didnt expect that i would bust into tears when i start quoting things from other people's mouth. the words are hurtful, and extremely mean. i know its kinda silly to take her words so seriously, but i couldnt help. i just sob and sob everytime i mention it. i admit im a crybaby. i guess if you ask me what happen now verbally, i would still cry on the spot.
so i decided to be brave for once, to stand up for myself and for people around me. thats right, you've guessed. i've made lots of feedback. and i know many would have supported me, including my girls-LLSH.
hey, im really touch to have people beside me to comfort me when im in tears. thanks a lot.
many loves to hezlin, joan, yuqi, suyani, nelly, maisarah, yana, nurul, shihui. you guys are great and im fortunate to know every single one of you.i will miss all of you guys!
okay lets continue.
so in the afternoon i was suppose to go to this interview in success and to sign a contract. well i should be fair in saying that i was partially at fault for agreeing verbally and then rejecting the offer thereafter. but i wasnt giving the full picture of my job scope, i dont want to be cheated the second time. firstly she told me that im suppose to work in citibank then the 3rd call, its suddenly changed to UOB? emm.. are they of the same company? they merged? so i rejected. maybe i didnt state things clear, she got so fed up with me that she went to the extent of threatening me.
yea, at the moment i hesitated and to say the truth, i was FRIGHTEN. luckily maisarah was there by my side when i made the phone call and caught me hesitated awhile when i didnt reject her downright. so she hint me not to take up the job if i didnt want to. i guess i made her blood boil and she slam the phone on me. im sorry im irresponsible but you werent quite right either.
so maisarah calm me from the fright and ensure me that its just a tactic that businessman use to cheat gullible girls like me. yea, and so did hezlin and suxin. and im relief. kinda. awwww.. how fortunate can i be to have friends around me who really care for me. i feel so loved! im touch. sincerely appreciated.
oh yay! so everyone came and congrats me for my last day at work. haha woah.
my last memory in TTSH. it wasnt good but i met nice people, some.
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