regarding to my previous post, i didnt realise that i would make such a great impact after the feedback. i thought i just wanted someone to hear me out badly but apparently, some actions have had been taken upon the matter. yea i guessed i did make the right choice. *thumbs up*
since last friday, i've been jobless till now. oh yea, its just 2days but it seem like i havent been working for a long time and i feel bored rotting and wasting away my precious youth like this. To say the truth, i didnt enjoy it or do i hate it. just that i feel that i have too much time and i dont know how to spend it wisely. (OH PLEASE, NTU SEND ME MY LETTER OF APPROVAL PLEASE! I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL BADLY. I PROMISE I'LL STUDY MY ASS OFF FOR A PLACE THERE!) cries..
i really hate to think so much. and i definitely hate the thoughts of wad if this and wad if that happens. yea, in the past i'll be happy to entertain myself with all these thoughts of "planning for the future" but as i grow older, i really hate em ttm. so everytime someone else's ask me these questions, i'll keep extremely quiet. not thinking, but goes completely blank. i dunno wad would happen cos im not prepare to take failure in life. 18years of smooth sailing, i didnt want a thunderstorm to change my course in life. i dont wanna make a u-turn, i just wanna go straight and right at all my goals.
anyway, shall stop here cos as far as i didnt receive anything from university, this topic will go nowhere.
YAY finally i've a day pack with schedules. (: shall blog again later. cya girls!
regarding to my previous post, i didnt realise that i would make such a great impact after the feedback. i thought i just wanted someone to hear me out badly but apparently, some actions have had been taken upon the matter. yea i guessed i did make the right choice. *thumbs up*
since last friday, i've been jobless till now. oh yea, its just 2days but it seem like i havent been working for a long time and i feel bored rotting and wasting away my precious youth like this. To say the truth, i didnt enjoy it or do i hate it. just that i feel that i have too much time and i dont know how to spend it wisely. (OH PLEASE, NTU SEND ME MY LETTER OF APPROVAL PLEASE! I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL BADLY. I PROMISE I'LL STUDY MY ASS OFF FOR A PLACE THERE!) cries..
i really hate to think so much. and i definitely hate the thoughts of wad if this and wad if that happens. yea, in the past i'll be happy to entertain myself with all these thoughts of "planning for the future" but as i grow older, i really hate em ttm. so everytime someone else's ask me these questions, i'll keep extremely quiet. not thinking, but goes completely blank. i dunno wad would happen cos im not prepare to take failure in life. 18years of smooth sailing, i didnt want a thunderstorm to change my course in life. i dont wanna make a u-turn, i just wanna go straight and right at all my goals.
anyway, shall stop here cos as far as i didnt receive anything from university, this topic will go nowhere.
YAY finally i've a day pack with schedules. (: shall blog again later. cya girls!
cloud after clear.
